Fuckin' get it, Kiddo.
 soul(s) lost

Nikkie. 21. Maine, USA. Sick and depraved fangirl.

This blog is dedicated to my interests.
My interests are:Supernatural, the cast of Supernatural, and the amazing supernatural fandom.

I ship most everything. Team Free Will is the OTP.

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Sam Winchester is my hero.

Other fandoms: Buffy, American Horror Story, Queer as Folk, True Blood, Misfits, Game of Thrones, Glee, Shameless, Sherlock, Mad Men, The L Word, Degrassi, The Tutors, The Big Bang Theory, Dead Like Me, Pushing Daisies, Big Love, Nip/Tuck, Scrubs, Community, Prison Break, Veronica Mars, and Weeds.

This is a rec list, requested by Anna, for soulless!Sam fan fiction. It contains two sections, Wincest and Sassy. Please keep in mind that robo!Sam is not a nice man. You should read all fic warnings if you’re triggered or squicked easily.

All fics are behind the cut. Enjoy! 

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So you think you might like wincest? For some people, it’s not the easiest ship to board. There’s a big wide world of brother lovin’ out there, tons of blogs and fics, and you might not know where to start. This kit is for anyone looking to understand and experience the incredible ship known as wincest. 

The What: Wincest is the term commonly used to describe fanfiction (or other fanworks) that depict or assume a romantic or sexual relationship between Sam and Dean Winchester. [Wiki Page]

The Why: Manifestos and explanations of the pairing.

A Wincest Manifesto | The Epic Love Story Of Sam and Dean | Psychotically, Irrationally, Erotically Codependent. | Why Wincest Is Believable | Sam and Dean’s Transformative Love Story |

The How: Fan fics with good relationship development and insight. 

Last Outpost Of All That Is Summary: The world is over, and it’s a Winchester’s lot in life to cope with anything – no matter what. (THE wincest fic.)

Life As We Know It Summary: Our boys buy curtains and fall in love.

Two Queens Summary: Dean tries to figure out why so many people think he and Sam are a couple. The answer is…surprising.

These Things I Know Are True Summary: Castiel’s off the rails, Sam’s barely keeping it together, and Dean’s trying to figure out where they go from here.

Eight Things You Should Know Summary: Being in love with Dean is the most annoying thing.

[More fics and a few blog recommendations below the cut!]

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Dean without Sam


Sam without Dean


Dean, who is not dead, steps toward him. “I know, I look fantastic, huh?”

The room flickers. 

Dean, who is not in hell, steps toward him. “I know, I look fantastic, huh?”

The room flickers. 

Dean, breathing and radiating body heat, steps toward him. “I know, I look fantastic, huh?

The room flickers and Dean flees. That’s about as much as he can take of the best three seconds of Sam’s life. 

- My Soul Look Back and Wonder by Britomart_is 
Dean goes to Sam’s heaven in search of his soul

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When everything I was is lost
I have forgot but you have not

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I hate being told to get over the samulet. I will never get over it. Never. I am the opposite of over it. I am under it, buried beneath all the pain and betrayal.

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